This month, Fabulous
Florida Writers is pleased to welcome guest blogger Julie Compton. Julie is the
internationally published author of TELL NO LIES, a legal thriller set in her
original hometown of St. Louis; RESCUING OLIVIA, a romantic, contemporary
thriller set in Florida; and the just released KEEP NO SECRETS, the sequel to
TELL NO LIES. Her novels combine the suspense of thrillers with the drama of
human relationships. Julie was our featured author on February 3, 2012.When I became a published author, I lost my voice.
How can
that be? you might ask. I'd written a book and suddenly it was printed and
bound and packaged prettily and shipped to bookstores across the world. Imagine
how many people would read the words I'd written. Think of all those readers
who would curl up in their favorite chair and dive into a story that once
existed only in my head. No voice? How can I say that?
Let me clarify. I didn't lose my "writer" voice, the one that likes to create stories and put them on paper for others to read. No, that voice grew louder and stronger.
Instead,
I lost my "Julie" voice. The voice that forms a large part of the
woman I am. Anyone who knows me well knows that I am not—excuse the cliché—a
shrinking violet. I didn't go to law school for three years only to keep my
opinions to myself.
But
that's, in effect, what I did after I signed my first book contract with a
traditional publisher. Without even realizing it myself, I began to tamp down
my usually assertive personality. I became a mouse, afraid to speak up about
anything for fear I might offend someone—my publisher, my editor, my agent,
another author, booksellers, librarians, a potential reader, even an existing reader. Heaven forbid someone
might not like what I had to say or got angry with me. I couldn't risk pissing
off any of these people, I thought. I didn't want to be seen as the
"difficult" or "unappreciative" author. The publisher might
not want to publish me again; the agent might not want to represent me. The
other author might not be willing to blurb my book. The bookseller or librarian
won't stock my book, or they might pan it. The reader might not buy any more of
them. I subconsciously censored myself at every turn, all in the name of the
next book contract or a possible book sale.
In
December, after getting the rights back to my first two novels (and after
several years of carefully watching other authors who had taken the leap), I
tested the waters by re-releasing my debut novel, Tell No Lies, through the Kindle Direct Publishing program. In
January, I did the same with my second title, Rescuing Olivia. I had a blast doing it. I learned how to format
e-books, and my daughter, an art student at Savannah College of Art &
Design, designed new covers that rival any I've seen from the big guys.
I was so
thrilled with the results on those backlist titles—titles that until then had
all but disappeared from the radar—that I decided to self-publish my newest
novel, Keep No Secrets, a sequel to Tell No Lies. This decision was the
riskiest—I wouldn't have advance reviews or bookstore distribution or any of
the other few remaining perks of traditional publishing—but I loved the idea of
keeping control over the process.
Keep No Secrets released on March 12. With my
daughter's design assistance, I chose the cover. I picked the format. I decided
the pricing and retain the flexibility to adjust it as I see fit. The novel's success
or failure rests with me, and that's just the way I like it. But most of all,
I've kept my voice.
For more about Julie Compton, visit her website at www.juliecompton.com
Congratulations, Julie. I read "Rescuing Olivia" as a tree book and enjoyed it. Hope you stay in good voice, as the singers say.
ReplyDeleteThanks Elaine! I appreciate it. I think my voice is back for good. ;-)
ReplyDeleteA thoughtful post, Julie. Congratulations on your new book, and thank you for sharing why you decided to release it yourself.
ReplyDeleteThanks Linda. This is just one of many reasons, of course, but it's probably one of the most significant.
DeleteGood luck in the world of indie publishing. We have many choices as writers today. It's great you found a direction that makes you comfortable.
ReplyDeleteThanks Nancy. That's exactly it, I think, the knowledge that I have choices now. Each choice will have its advantages and disadvantages, but I like the freedom to decide what's best for me at a particular point in time. And I love the flexibility, too!
DeleteBest of luck on your new endeavor, Julie. You certainly have worked hard for it and deserve to have some fun at this enterprise while establishing yourself in the indie publishing world.
ReplyDeleteThanks Lesley! It's certainly a lot of work! LOL! I have had a lot of newer writers ask me about self-publishing, and when I try to explain how much thought and research went into the decision (and how much work, after I made the decision), they tend to not want to hear that part. I think they think it's a matter of putting a book up on Amazon and watching the sales roll in. Nothing could be further from the truth, imo. Like anything else, you have to do your homework to find out what works and what doesn't. And it's a process, especially with the daily changes occurring in the industry. Anyone who goes into it thinking it will be a trip down easy street will soon find out how wrong they are (or else they're really lucky!). But the hard work is worth it when you see results. I think that's the most satisfying part for me.
DeleteInteresting post. I have been criticized by someone at work for being sarcastic. On occasion, my snark is a way of venting - my outlet to keep stuff from festering. I have also felt as you made mention - barely even wishing to say anything, in fear of someone reporting to the boss that "somebody" allowed a less than 100% positive statement to pass lips.
ReplyDeleteThere is nothing wrong with speaking up. In your case, there is nothing wrong with making your wants and needs known, in a nice way.
In my case, I need to be mindful that there may be a kinder or gentler way to get a point across. (Not censorship, as much as euphemism, maybe...)
Thank you for sharing this, and providing much food for thought. Wishing you continued literary success.
Must head to Amazon now...!
- Nancy G.
Nancy, yes! I agree. Indeed, a lot of problems can be resolved faster when addressed right away. And the festering - perfect word! - isn't good for us. My husband has commented several times how different I am now, how my mood overall is so much more positive.
DeleteAs scary as it might be sometimes to speak your mind, as long as you do it professionally, no one should be offended. If someone is, well - then that's the other person's issue, not mine.
Thanks for your thoughtful comment!
Happy to hear you're back in the driver's seat, Julie. BTW, I've ALWAYS liked the sound of your voice ;-)
ReplyDeleteThanks Deb! I have to laugh, because you of all people have heard it all from me. That's what happens when you have a multi-night slumber party/road trip with other authors. :-)
DeleteOne of the great parts of your story, Julie, is that through your efforts your two wonderful earlier books are once again reaching readers. How terrific all around. I wish you much success with KEEP NO SECRETS. It's an outstanding book, just like your others.
ReplyDeleteThat truly has been the best part so far, Sharon. I really felt as if those two books had died a sad, early death, and this has given them new life.
DeleteThank you for being one of those special people who listened without judging and gave me the courage to do this!
Have a blast on your trip! :-)
Wishing you great success, Julie! It's an exciting new indie world out there.
ReplyDeleteThanks Joe! It really is. And I love how our group of Florida writers are so supportive of each other, no matter the road we each choose to take. I feel very fortunate that I found FMWA when I landed here back in 2003.
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